Can I get some advice?
Well this is a very common story told a lot, but I want advice from people I don't know. I really hate life. Yes that sounds familiar cause I a lot of kids say that, but I can't take it anymore and I want other advice from people I have no idea are. My grades aren't the best, I have friends, yes, but sometimes I regret that cause I always put myself down and say they aren't friends, just nice people. I feel as if I am nothing, I have one best friend. He's like my brother, but here's the problem is that my life revolves around the internet. All my real friends are on the internet, yet I have no idea who they are in real life, yes I know it isn't safe. But the people I meet make me happy or sad. The internet has given me a lot of mixed feelings, such as love, hate, friendship, jealousy, ect. Even though none of it is actually existing, it effects my actual life. I don't do my homework most of the time because I am on Skype taking to my friends and playing games. I'm easily distracted. I don't get much sleep. I wish I didn't spend so much time on the computer, but I can't help it, it's where I wish my life could be. But I live in a dream with video games and friends. I want to meet my contacts, but there is a real possibility they're 40 year old men. I've been in so many online relationships, sucks cause I can't meet them. I feel uncomfortable sometimes. I love being online cause I can be myself, in real life I can't be myself cause I am a bit inappropriate. I've been in a lot of drama online. Long stories. And I tell people my problems, they help me, and I help them as well. But this is a bit of a problem, I'm a girl gamer and 99% of my contacts are regular guy gamers. It's annoying. I'm Asian, if you know how Asian parents have a lot of rules, at least most of them. My mom yells at me cause I talk to guys I don't know, and I know she does that cause she wants me safe, but she said this "I'm thinking about sending you to jail and keeping you there so you can't go to school here or eat the food I make." She threatens me a lot. I can't tell her anything cause she'll beat and yell at me. I love my dad I can trust him, he and my mother are separated. He's in another city. I see him once and a while. Sometimes, when I feel so helpless I mumble "I want my daddy..." It makes me sound as if I'm 5. My mom threatens to kick my out on the streets. On to something else, I do hurt myself. And no I do not cut myself I simply "Scrape my skin" cause I don't want evidence of blood anywhere. It hurts not too much, but enough to make me feel better. I do it because I feel ugly, horrible, selfish, lonely, and worthless. All my online friends say I'm none but I really don't give a crap what they say. This kills me to admit this, but I sometimes have suicidal thoughts even though I shouldn't cause I am so young, I just can't help it. I feel like I can't trust no one anymore. Just to make long story short, please give me advice to make me feel wanted in life. I cry everyday. Today, a few hours after this question, I told my father I wanted to live with him because I am afraid of my mother. Later on when we got home to my house, (Parents separated) he explained to my mother why I should be with him. Because I chose him. She always tells me "You want to live with your dad or me?" I say her. Only because I'm afraid to say the other choice. But now my mom says she only yells cause she cares, I told my father it makes me scared and I feel as if I'm not wanted. Then my sister got involved when we talked on the phone, she said she didn't like my dad, EVER. What I never knew is that when he was drunk, he'd be very angry and he used to beat my mother. I never knew. I've seen him drunk before, but not that type of drunk. I know he's an alcoholic and a smoker but he's never done anything bad to me when he was drunk. When I was with him today, I guess he was drunk when he was downstairs in the house we were in. His friends house. He said she should be more gentle. They had a giant fight about it. After that my mom called my sister. She lives far away from us.I said "I want to be with my dad because I have a choice to and you didn't." She says I had to choose my mom or my dad to live with. Or I could keep everything the same and stay with my mom and visit my father on the weekends. I wanted to live with my father, but my mom said she wouldn't even want to lay an eye on me anymore if I did that, so did my sister. I was so scared. See how much pressure I had at this moment if you can, this was the scariest moment of my life. And it was all my fault, it's another long story. This ended after my dad was sober when I called him and said I was wrong and my mom is right for yelling at me (My mom told me to say that).

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I don't like my online relationship, can someone help?
Okay, so I like one girl a lot, and I took her out once, but then I felt she didn't like me... then I met another girl online, and I was horny, and I asked her to be my gf which has proven to be a big mistake because there is just no chemistry, and it being online just makes things worse, plus she photoshops her pics (on the social network, she has a clear complexion and the garbage she sends to me through text just sucks. Me and my unfortunate online girlfriend are meeting up this week, and I just want to break it off with her, but without hurting her feelings. Me and the first girl have been going out a lot, and things are looking good because me and her have ACTUAL chemistry (I do enjoy her company a lot). But the online one, it's a big mistake. I want to meet her, but then break up with her shortly.. like I said, it was a HUGE mistake, and I just don't feel anything for her. She's boring, and the phone convos suck. Any advice?

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Is this a good way to break up with her?
There's this girl that I've been in an online relationship for about a week. It was basically the first day I met her online that I asked her to be my girlfriend. She accepted, and she has been putting so much effort into it. At first I was excited, but the more I talked to her, I just didn't like it. She has bad grammar (I mean really bad), and the topics we talk about over the phone has been all about her, her, and her.. She talks about weird stuff that has happened to her, and I just don't like her... we're supposed to meet up, this week around Tuesday, for the first time.. but, there's this other girl.. I really like her, and I just love talking to her (me and her can talk for hours, my online gf maybe minutes). The other girl invited me out, and we cuddled at a sports event (she's into races). She even asked me out to go with her again next week. I really like her, she's beautiful, talented, we have loads in common, she's funny, smart, and we get along quite a bit (I known her for about 2 months). You're probably asking right now why I didn't go with the obvious choice.. I was afraid of rejection but now it's very clear that I have a shot with the one I really want. My plan is to meet up the other girl, and then a couple days later message her, saying it's not working out, and break up with her.. Is that a good way? If not, what's a better way?

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